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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

Latest Articles
  • Longing for God (Sermon)

    Longing for God (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Fifth Sunday of Easter. The reading I preached on was 1 Peter…

  • Our Redeemer Lives (Sermon)

    Our Redeemer Lives (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached today, the Fourth Sunday of Easter. The text I preached on was the First Reading,…

  • Podcast Interview: “Calming the Chaos”

    Podcast Interview: “Calming the Chaos”

    I was recently interviewed by Tracy at Calming the Chaos. We talk about all kinds of things, from the “Mike Treatment” to bongo drums to…

  • It’s Not Easy Seeing Green

    It’s Not Easy Seeing Green

    The Dark Voice has been with me since childhood. My closest companion, my eternal shadow. It’s the part of me that hates me, that wants…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.