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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • What Do I Deserve in Lent?

    What Do I Deserve in Lent?

    At my therapy session this morning, we talked about how important it was that I finally made the phone call to my doctor two weeks…

  • Listen to Him (Sermon)

    Listen to Him (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached on February 19, 2023, the Transfiguration of Our Lord. The gospel text I preached on…

  • The Rhythm of God’s Grace (Sermon)

    The Rhythm of God’s Grace (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Sixth Sunday after Epiphany. It was also the celebration of the Holy…

  • Backs and Burdens

    Backs and Burdens

    So I’ve been having back issues lately. I know when it started. One day in October, I attended a conference, and walked around with my…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.