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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Some Wounds are Still Open

    Some Wounds are Still Open

    I just read Wendell Berry’s book The Hidden Wound, an extended essay about racism, told in part as a memoir of his childhood experiences with…

  • Electoral Change

    Electoral Change

    So I’ve changed my mind about something political. I have to admit, this is something I didn’t think was possible. I didn’t think any of…

  • The Slow Telling of a Story 5: The Further Slowdown

    The Slow Telling of a Story 5: The Further Slowdown

    I told you a few days ago about the rewriting process that led to a major overhaul of my book, Darkwater. (You can find that…

  • God loves us. Why have we forgotten?

    God loves us. Why have we forgotten?

    The very first creed of the Christian church was two words: Kyrios Iesous. Or, in English, “Jesus is Lord.” That was it. At first, there…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.