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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

Latest Articles
  • The Slow Telling of a Story 6: Downtime

    The Slow Telling of a Story 6: Downtime

    I’ve been writing these occasional essays for a little over a year. In them, I’m sharing the story of turning my manuscript into a book.…

  • A Parable about the Fight over “Cancel Culture”

    A Parable about the Fight over “Cancel Culture”

    We’ve all heard a lot about “Cancel Culture” lately, how Fox News and other right-wing media sources have decried the recent changes to such properties…

  • A Conspiracy of Letters

    A Conspiracy of Letters

    Wake up, sheeple. There’s something going on around us that you need to know about. So, I was minding my own business, just browsing through…

  • A Refreshing Political Ad

    A Refreshing Political Ad

    Pinewood Men Productions, the “film” “production” “company” of which I am about 50%, has entered a new realm — the political ad. See our inaugural…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.