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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • A Conspiracy of Letters

    A Conspiracy of Letters

    Wake up, sheeple. There’s something going on around us that you need to know about. So, I was minding my own business, just browsing through…

  • A Refreshing Political Ad

    A Refreshing Political Ad

    Pinewood Men Productions, the “film” “production” “company” of which I am about 50%, has entered a new realm — the political ad. See our inaugural…

  • How do you do it?

    How do you do it?

    Every time I read a book about being Black in the United States, I become sad at the horrible way that people of color have…

  • Phones No More

    Phones No More

    I had a wonderful weekend away at Bear Creek Camp, the Lutheran church camp I’ve been connected to in various ways for my entire life.…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.