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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

Latest Articles
  • How do you do it?

    How do you do it?

    Every time I read a book about being Black in the United States, I become sad at the horrible way that people of color have…

  • Phones No More

    Phones No More

    I had a wonderful weekend away at Bear Creek Camp, the Lutheran church camp I’ve been connected to in various ways for my entire life.…

  • Some Wounds are Still Open

    Some Wounds are Still Open

    I just read Wendell Berry’s book The Hidden Wound, an extended essay about racism, told in part as a memoir of his childhood experiences with…

  • Electoral Change

    Electoral Change

    So I’ve changed my mind about something political. I have to admit, this is something I didn’t think was possible. I didn’t think any of…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.