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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Labyrinth #36: St. Mary’s Episcopal Church, Sparta, New Jersey

    Labyrinth #36: St. Mary’s Episcopal Church, Sparta, New Jersey

    I enjoy walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. There are many of them around, and I…

  • Sometimes Despair

    Sometimes Despair

    Sometimes I find out just how angry people are. Sometimes I make the mistake of reading the comments. Facebook posts these days are so frequently…

  • The Gruberman (Film)

    The Gruberman (Film)

    After an unconscionably long hiatus, Pinewood Men return with a new film for 2020. The conceit of this video, if you’re wondering, is that the…

  • The Raising of a Trauma (Sermon)

    The Raising of a Trauma (Sermon)

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning, the Fifth Sunday in Lent. You can view this sermon, along with the…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.