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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

● Latest Articles
  • Praying for Ourselves

    Praying for Ourselves

    This is an adapted form of a sermon I preached on Sunday, July 24. The gospel reading was Luke 11:1-13. The Spiritual Gift we focused…

  • Snapshot Extra: A Mother’s Perspective

    Snapshot Extra: A Mother’s Perspective

    In the “Snapshots of My Depression” series, I’ve shared vignettes from my childhood and adolescence when I experienced an episode of depression. Now that I’ve…

  • Snapshot Extra: A Believer’s Prayer

    Snapshot Extra: A Believer’s Prayer

    In my last post, I discussed my eleven days as a behavioral health patient at First Hospital Wyoming Valley, following my suicide attempt. While I…

  • Snapshots of My Depression #9: Eleven Days of Hope

    Snapshots of My Depression #9: Eleven Days of Hope

    So, following my suicide attempt at age seventeen, I spent eleven days at First Hospital Wyoming Valley, a behavioral health facility in Wilkes-Barre. For days,…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.