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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Who are we becoming?

    So, this shooting in Orlando has ticked off every box. I mean, sheesh. We’ve got people talking about Muslims and terrorism. We’ve got people talking…

  • Welcoming Jesus

    Welcoming Jesus

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached today, the 11th Sunday in Ordinary Time. For twenty weeks, my sermon themes will have…

  • Snapshots of My Depression #5: The Poem in the Wallet

    Snapshots of My Depression #5: The Poem in the Wallet

    A big part of my depression has always involved a feeling that I was hurting others, that I was thoughtless, self-centered, and incapable of changing.…

  • On the Bravery of Writing

    It’s funny. When I started this blog two months ago, I had no expectation that it would become so much about my own history with…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.