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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

● Latest Articles
  • Distracted from the Calling

    Distracted from the Calling

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this weekend. The Spiritual Gift of the Week is “Service.” The gospel reading is Luke…

  • Snapshots of My Depression #8: On the Way to First Hospital

    Snapshots of My Depression #8: On the Way to First Hospital

    This is one in a series of posts I’m calling “Snapshots of my Depression.” These are memories of times in my life when my mental…

  • Surprised by Mercy

    Surprised by Mercy

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached on Sunday, July 10. Two important themes of the day were the Holy Baptism of…

  • O Political Correctness, Where Art Thou?

    O Political Correctness, Where Art Thou?

    I am frightened. I am honestly frightened for America right now, frightened for our collective soul. Frightened for what we’re becoming. I have been listening…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.