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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • A Breakthrough!

    A Breakthrough!

    This morning, I went out to do some errands: the post office and the grocery store. This is typical Friday fare for me. When I’m…

  • Joy through Togetherness

    Joy through Togetherness

    My father lent me the book The Book of Joy by Douglas Abrams, a series of interviews with His Holiness the Dalai Lama and Archbishop Desmond…

  • Why Meditate?

    Why Meditate?

    So I’m learning about mindfulness and meditation. The book I’m reading, Wherever You Go, There You Are by Jon Kabat-Zinn, just suggested that I figure out why…

  • Nerd Nite or Church

    Nerd Nite or Church

    This has been a weird weekend. I did not go to church this morning, which for me is not normal. Now, for the past five…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.