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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Another Pinewood Men Film

    Another Pinewood Men Film

    So here’s the latest film endeavor from Pinewood Men. I think it’s our best to date. I present…Dog Prison. Dog Prison from Pete Barry on…

  • Labyrinth of the Week #1: Allamuchy Elementary School

    Labyrinth of the Week #1: Allamuchy Elementary School

    Note: It was recently brought to my attention that the “subscribe” button was missing on my blog. I have rectified that. If you would like…

  • Forgiving Myself

    Forgiving Myself

    I want to write this out, because I want to practice saying it. I need the practice, because I’m not very good at it. I…

  • Worthy of Love

    Worthy of Love

    Lately, I have perceived that I do not love myself. While reading, I have recoiled whenever the author talks about self-esteem or self-worth. I do…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.