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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

● Latest Articles
  • Hidden with Christ #6: The Leftovers

    Hidden with Christ #6: The Leftovers

    This is one of a series of posts I’m writing this week about a retreat I attended at Holy Cross Monastery in West Park, NY on March 3-5, 2017.…

  • Hidden with Christ #5 / Labyrinth #3

    Hidden with Christ #5 / Labyrinth #3

    I enjoy walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. There are many of them around, and I…

  • Hidden in Christ #4: The Implications

    Hidden in Christ #4: The Implications

    This is one of a series of posts I’m writing this week about a retreat I attended at Holy Cross Monastery in West Park, NY on March 3-5, 2017.…

  • Hidden with Christ #3: The Theme

    Hidden with Christ #3: The Theme

    This is one of a series of posts I’m writing this week about a retreat I attended at Holy Cross Monastery in West Park, NY on March 3-5, 2017.…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.