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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Hidden in Christ #4: The Implications

    Hidden in Christ #4: The Implications

    This is one of a series of posts I’m writing this week about a retreat I attended at Holy Cross Monastery in West Park, NY on March 3-5, 2017.…

  • Hidden with Christ #3: The Theme

    Hidden with Christ #3: The Theme

    This is one of a series of posts I’m writing this week about a retreat I attended at Holy Cross Monastery in West Park, NY on March 3-5, 2017.…

  • Hidden in Christ #2: The Sermon

    Hidden in Christ #2: The Sermon

    As I said in my last post, this is one of a series of posts I’ll be writing in the next few days about a retreat I…

  • Hidden in Christ #1: The Monastery

    Hidden in Christ #1: The Monastery

    This is the first of a series of posts I’ll be writing in the next few days about a retreat I attended at Holy Cross…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.