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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Joy through Togetherness

    Joy through Togetherness

    My father lent me the book The Book of Joy by Douglas Abrams, a series of interviews with His Holiness the Dalai Lama and Archbishop Desmond…

  • Why Meditate?

    Why Meditate?

    So I’m learning about mindfulness and meditation. The book I’m reading, Wherever You Go, There You Are by Jon Kabat-Zinn, just suggested that I figure out why…

  • Nerd Nite or Church

    Nerd Nite or Church

    This has been a weird weekend. I did not go to church this morning, which for me is not normal. Now, for the past five…

  • Yoga? Me? Really?

    Yoga? Me? Really?

    This morning, I attended my very first yoga class. Back in December, when I made it public that I would be taking some time off…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.