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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Yoga? Me? Really?

    Yoga? Me? Really?

    This morning, I attended my very first yoga class. Back in December, when I made it public that I would be taking some time off…

  • The Texture of Depression

    The Texture of Depression

    What does depression feel like? I am learning about mindfulness and meditation, and I found an exercise that asks this question. I decided to try…

  • A Little Diversion

    A Little Diversion

    Pinewood Men Studios (which is my friend Pete and myself) present a quick film that might offer some hope in these scary times. At least…

  • Anointed

    Anointed

    This morning I attended an Episcopal church. They offered laying on of hands and anointing with oil for healing this morning. I took advantage of…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.