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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

● Latest Articles
  • Forgiving Myself

    Forgiving Myself

    I want to write this out, because I want to practice saying it. I need the practice, because I’m not very good at it. I…

  • Worthy of Love

    Worthy of Love

    Lately, I have perceived that I do not love myself. While reading, I have recoiled whenever the author talks about self-esteem or self-worth. I do…

  • A Breakthrough!

    A Breakthrough!

    This morning, I went out to do some errands: the post office and the grocery store. This is typical Friday fare for me. When I’m…

  • Joy through Togetherness

    Joy through Togetherness

    My father lent me the book The Book of Joy by Douglas Abrams, a series of interviews with His Holiness the Dalai Lama and Archbishop Desmond…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.