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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Finding a Rhythm

    It’s now day six of my medical leave. The first week is coming to an end. It’s been odd…I don’t think it’s hit me in…

  • Dark night: Day 2 of my medical leave

    Dark night: Day 2 of my medical leave

    So today is the second day of my medical leave, and I have some very conflicted feelings about this. In one way, I am very…

  • Hope we can Count On

    Hope we can Count On

    This is an adapted form of my sermon from Sunday, January 1, 2017, the First Sunday of Christmas. The gospel reading was Matthew 2:13-23, the…

  • Christmas is for You, and other Traditional Frog Christmas Songs

    Christmas is for You, and other Traditional Frog Christmas Songs

    For the past five years, I have preached rather “special” sermons on Christmas Eve at Prince of Peace. What makes them special is that I…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.