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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • The Secret of Christmas (Blue Christmas Sermon)

    The Secret of Christmas (Blue Christmas Sermon)

    Every year, our church offers a “Blue Christmas” service, specially designed for those who find the holidays difficult. This was my sermon for Blue Christmas…

  • Dear John

    Dear John

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning, the Third Sunday of Advent. The lectionary reading was Matthew 11:2-11.  I think…

  • A New Kind of Advent

    A New Kind of Advent

    Last evening, the congregation council of the church where I serve as pastor approved a 12-week medical leave of absence for me, to begin January…

  • The Phantom Innkeeper

    The Phantom Innkeeper

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached on Christ the King, November 20, 2016. The gospel reading was Luke 23:33-43. That may…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.