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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

● Latest Articles
  • Why Meditate?

    Why Meditate?

    So I’m learning about mindfulness and meditation. The book I’m reading, Wherever You Go, There You Are by Jon Kabat-Zinn, just suggested that I figure out why…

  • Nerd Nite or Church

    Nerd Nite or Church

    This has been a weird weekend. I did not go to church this morning, which for me is not normal. Now, for the past five…

  • Yoga? Me? Really?

    Yoga? Me? Really?

    This morning, I attended my very first yoga class. Back in December, when I made it public that I would be taking some time off…

  • The Texture of Depression

    The Texture of Depression

    What does depression feel like? I am learning about mindfulness and meditation, and I found an exercise that asks this question. I decided to try…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.