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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Darkwater

    Darkwater

    This is a semi-fictional account of two events: a spiritual quest I went on in Schuylkill County yesterday, and a session with my spiritual director…

  • I’m Published!

    I’m Published!

    I recently wrote an essay called “When Being a Pastor with Depression is a Complicated Combination,” and it’s been published on TheMighty.com. You can read it…

  • Battle of the Grown-Ups

    Battle of the Grown-Ups

    I will own this: I am politically left of center. I’m not sure I’d call myself a liberal, but maybe. I am definitely sad and…

  • Mindfulness, the gift of Eternity

    Mindfulness, the gift of Eternity

    I guess today is something like Day 16 of my medical leave. The longest vacation I’ve ever taken was two weeks, which means this is…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.