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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Life without Afterlife

    Life without Afterlife

    Trigger warning: This post gets dark toward the end.  I am a Christian. I am, in fact, an ordained minister of Word and Sacrament in…

  • The Kingdom Will Be Taken Away from You

    The Kingdom Will Be Taken Away from You

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Matthew 21:33-46. Sometimes a good way to interpret scripture…

  • The Authority of Breath

    The Authority of Breath

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Matthew 21:23-32.  Let’s take a minute, and breathe. Get…

  • God’s Alternative to Comparisons

    God’s Alternative to Comparisons

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Matthew 20:1-16.  Three brief stories. Story One. One December…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.