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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

● Latest Articles
  • Metamorphosis

    Metamorphosis

    Attend please. Below you will find the latest video production of Pinewood Men. We do hope you enjoy… M E T A M O R P…

  • “You are God’s child. Jesus died for you.”

    “You are God’s child. Jesus died for you.”

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Festival of Christ the King. The gospel reading was Matthew 25:31-46.  Jodie…

  • Ships in Harbors, Talents in the Ground

    Ships in Harbors, Talents in the Ground

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Matthew 25:14-30. When Jonathan was young, he was always…

  • Wait Like a Farmer

    Wait Like a Farmer

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Matthew 25:1-13, the parable of the Ten Bridesmaids.  I’d…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.