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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Healing a Broken Church

    Healing a Broken Church

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached at a special service called Order of Corporate Reconciliation. We offered this worship experience at my congregation…

  • Forgiving an $8,000 Debt

    Forgiving an $8,000 Debt

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel lectionary text was Matthew 18:21-35.  Forgiveness is hard. It’s challenging. Let’s…

  • On Fragility

    On Fragility

    I was hesitant to post what I wrote about suicide yesterday. And prior to receiving all the affirming and supportive comments, I second-guessed myself. I…

  • Don’t Call Me Selfish

    Don’t Call Me Selfish

    Don’t call me selfish. Now, I know that I am selfish sometimes. I can certainly be self-absorbed and self-centered. I can certainly be worried more…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.