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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • Give to God the Things that are God’s

    Give to God the Things that are God’s

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Matthew 22:15-22.  The Pharisees were clever. They wanted to…

  • Invited to the Banquet

    Invited to the Banquet

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached today. The gospel reading was Matthew 22:1-14.  As Lutherans, we talk a lot about grace,…

  • Life without Afterlife

    Life without Afterlife

    Trigger warning: This post gets dark toward the end.  I am a Christian. I am, in fact, an ordained minister of Word and Sacrament in…

  • The Kingdom Will Be Taken Away from You

    The Kingdom Will Be Taken Away from You

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Matthew 21:33-46. Sometimes a good way to interpret scripture…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.