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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Broke (poem, 2008)

    Broke (poem, 2008)

    Okay. This is the last of the 2008 poems I’m going to share. And I’m not going to try to defend or explain this one.…

  • Yoke (poem, 2008)

    Yoke (poem, 2008)

    I’ve been sharing some poems I recently found from a stash I wrote in 2008. These poems were written at a time when I was…

  • Double (poem, 2008)

    Double (poem, 2008)

    Last night, I shared a poem I found from 2008. Here’s another of the poems from that stash. This one seems to be about anxiety,…

  • Never Enough Left (poem, 2008)

    Never Enough Left (poem, 2008)

    I found some old poems I wrote in 2008. This was about a year after I was ordained a pastor, and I was having some…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.