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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • A Question for You about Music

    A Question for You about Music

    There are only two weeks until the release of Darkwater: A Pastor’s Memoir of Depression and Faith. I’m spending these days sharing some questions with…

  • A Question for You about Place

    A Question for You about Place

    There are only seventeen days until the release of my first book, Darkwater: A Pastor’s Memoir of Depression and Faith. I want to spend the…

  • Book Release Date!

    Book Release Date!

    I am very happy to announce that Darkwater: A Pastor’s Memoir of Depression and Faith by Michael J. Scholtes is scheduled to be released on…

  • On Loneliness (Sermon)

    On Loneliness (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Sixth Sunday of Easter. The gospel text was John 14:23-29. There’s a…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.