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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • They Worshiped, but they Doubted

    They Worshiped, but they Doubted

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, a day known as The Holy Trinity. The gospel reading was Matthew 28:16-20.…

  • They All May Be One

    They All May Be One

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Seventh Sunday of Easter. The gospel text was John 17:1-11.  So…when Jesus…

  • Memorial Day: Apology and Dream

    Memorial Day: Apology and Dream

    I am sorry. To the brave men and women who have given their lives in service of this country I call home, I am sorry.…

  • I Know That You’re Here (poem)

    I Know That You’re Here (poem)

    I know that you’re here. I feel you in the air. The frost in the trees. The taste in my hair. I know you’ve come back. You…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.