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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Labyrinth #8: Green Pond United Methodist Church, Easton, PA

    Labyrinth #8: Green Pond United Methodist Church, Easton, PA

    I enjoy walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. There are many of them around, and I…

  • Peace Amid Fear

    Peace Amid Fear

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached today, the Second Sunday of Easter. The gospel reading was John 20:19-31. I feel like…

  • Snapshots of My Depression #12: Not the Best Man

    Snapshots of My Depression #12: Not the Best Man

    This is one in a series of posts I’m calling “Snapshots of my Depression.” These are memories of times in my life when my mental…

  • Thirty Minutes

    Thirty Minutes

    Waiting and watching I am watching myself twist and gyre I am waiting for the calm to come A headache cries for a cure My…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.