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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Never Enough Left (poem, 2008)

    Never Enough Left (poem, 2008)

    I found some old poems I wrote in 2008. This was about a year after I was ordained a pastor, and I was having some…

  • Follow Where Jesus Leads

    Follow Where Jesus Leads

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Matthew 16:21-28.  By now most of you have seen…

  • Snapshots of My Depression #13: Persona in Progress

    Snapshots of My Depression #13: Persona in Progress

    This is one in a series of posts I’m calling “Snapshots of my Depression.” These are memories of times in my life when my mental…

  • Footprints in the Sand

    Footprints in the Sand

    It’s time again for another mildly heretical Pinewood Men feature! Enjoy. Footprints in the Sand from Pete Barry on Vimeo.

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.