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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

● Latest Articles
  • Yoke (poem, 2008)

    Yoke (poem, 2008)

    I’ve been sharing some poems I recently found from a stash I wrote in 2008. These poems were written at a time when I was…

  • Double (poem, 2008)

    Double (poem, 2008)

    Last night, I shared a poem I found from 2008. Here’s another of the poems from that stash. This one seems to be about anxiety,…

  • Never Enough Left (poem, 2008)

    Never Enough Left (poem, 2008)

    I found some old poems I wrote in 2008. This was about a year after I was ordained a pastor, and I was having some…

  • Follow Where Jesus Leads

    Follow Where Jesus Leads

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Matthew 16:21-28.  By now most of you have seen…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.