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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • Bible Study or just Arrogance?

    Bible Study or just Arrogance?

    So tonight we had our first session of the Bible Study I’m leading on the book of Revelation. And I feel horrible afterward. Why do…

  • Everything’s a Shibboleth

    Everything’s a Shibboleth

    One of the things I do in my role as pastor is send out a (roughly) daily email to about 150 members and friends of…

  • The Truth of the Dark Voice

    The Truth of the Dark Voice

    It was an amazing day at church this morning. It was Rally Day, the first day of Sunday School, the first day of a brand…

  • Baptism vs. Rapture

    Baptism vs. Rapture

    Day 8, I suppose, of Walking and Blogging. I got my 10,000 steps in today, and here go some words. Not 10,000 of them, though.…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.