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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

Latest Articles
  • “I am Going to Die”

    “I am Going to Die”

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The text was Mark 9:30-37. I am going to die. It’s true. I…

  • I’d Like Your Thoughts

    I’d Like Your Thoughts

    I have an idea for a blog post. It has to do with faith, but before I post it, I want to test a hypothesis…

  • Finding Other Voices

    Finding Other Voices

    So here’s what happened. We’ll start last Thursday. Last Thursday evening, I led a Bible Study, the first in a six-session series on the book…

  • Taking Up the Cross

    Taking Up the Cross

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Mark 8:27-38.  In today’s gospel reading, Jesus tells the…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.