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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • One Down

    One Down

    About two months ago, I submitted a proposal for my book, Darkwater: Memoir of a Pastor Who Lives with Depression to two publishers. I knew that…

  • Clinging

    Clinging

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, All Saints Sunday. The gospel text was John 11:32-44, the raising of Lazarus.…

  • Movember in an Age of #MeToo

    Movember in an Age of #MeToo

    It’s day three of Movember, the month in which I join millions of other men in wearing a moustache, in order to bring awareness to…

  • It’s Movember

    It’s Movember

    I have been rocking an excellent multicolored beard for some time now. It’s become more and more grey, with flecks and stripes of red still…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.