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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Taking Up the Cross

    Taking Up the Cross

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Mark 8:27-38.  In today’s gospel reading, Jesus tells the…

  • Bible Study or just Arrogance?

    Bible Study or just Arrogance?

    So tonight we had our first session of the Bible Study I’m leading on the book of Revelation. And I feel horrible afterward. Why do…

  • Everything’s a Shibboleth

    Everything’s a Shibboleth

    One of the things I do in my role as pastor is send out a (roughly) daily email to about 150 members and friends of…

  • The Truth of the Dark Voice

    The Truth of the Dark Voice

    It was an amazing day at church this morning. It was Rally Day, the first day of Sunday School, the first day of a brand…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.