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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • Rejoice, Favored One!

    Rejoice, Favored One!

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Fourth Sunday of Advent. The gospel text was Luke 1:39-55. Other texts…

  • Share. Play Fair. Don’t be a Bully.

    Share. Play Fair. Don’t be a Bully.

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Third Sunday of Advent. The gospel lection was Luke 3:7-18. John gives…

  • Waiting in the Darkness

    Waiting in the Darkness

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached yesterday, the First Sunday of Advent. The gospel reading was Luke 21:25-36. I must confess:…

  • My Movember Confession

    My Movember Confession

    I grew the moustache. I blogged a few times. I told anyone who asked about the #Movember movement. I told people the importance of men’s…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.