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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • Honesty noted.

    Honesty noted.

    My interview on the podcast Suicide Noted has now been released. Sean Wellington, the host of Suicide Noted, interviews people who have survived suicide attempts,…

  • God’s Wisdom Freely Given (Easter V Sermon)

    God’s Wisdom Freely Given (Easter V Sermon)

    I’m going to try to get back in the habit of posting my weekly sermons here. This is an adapted form of the sermon I…

  • Eternity in an Hour

    Eternity in an Hour

    When I think back to my night in the tree in 1993, I remember being in darkness. I remember standing there, with a bungee cord…

  • Jealous of Jenny

    Jealous of Jenny

    I was listening the podcast The Mental Illness Happy Hour. On this episode, the guest was Jenny Lawson, an author whose works I’ve read and…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.