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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Changing My Brain’s Oil

    I’m sitting in the waiting room at the car dealer, waiting as the oil is changed and the emissions are inspected. It’s so easy to keep a vehicle maintained. Easy? Well, at least I find it to be rather simple. It takes work, and it takes time, but it’s not…

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  • When Eye Sees God

    When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt,…

  • Rethinking the Light that Saved Me

    Rethinking the Light that Saved Me

    I was recently interviewed by Sean Wellington for his podcast Suicide Noted. See this blog post for my thoughts about the podcast in general. The…

  • Honest Talk about Suicide

    Honest Talk about Suicide

    I am grateful for Sean Wellington, and for his podcast, Suicide Noted. He’s working to change the conversation. For many years, I have worked to…

  • Labyrinth #123: The Beauty of Unresolved Memories

    Labyrinth #123: The Beauty of Unresolved Memories

    For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.