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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Drifting Ashes

    Drifting Ashes

    A semi-fictional account of recent encounters with both my therapist and my spiritual director. I say “semi-fictional,” because it didn’t really happen quite as written…

  • Putting the Lord to the Test (Sermon)

    Putting the Lord to the Test (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the First Sunday in Lent. The gospel text was Luke 4:1-13.  When I…

  • Lent with the Dark Voice

    Lent with the Dark Voice

    The Dark Voice has been talking to me a lot lately. The Dark Voice is the name I have given to the voice inside me…

  • Fifty-Seven

    Fifty-Seven

    A few weeks ago, I tried to list the thirty-one flavors of Baskin-Robbins ice cream. I failed, but at least I got to invent some…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.