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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Fifty-Two

    Fifty-Two

    There are 52 cards in a regular deck of playing cards. There are a lot of various permutations those cards can take, which is why playing…

  • Fifty-One

    Fifty-One

    I remember being a kindergartener in Mrs. Collins’ class. It was 1980-81. I was in the PM kindergarten class in the almost brand-new wing of…

  • Fifty

    Fifty

    Fifty percent is one-half. And this glass is half-full. Can’t you tell? There is so much to look forward to. So much hope in the…

  • Forty-Nine

    Forty-Nine

    I think the first time I heard the phrase “49th parallel” was while listening to the 1993 song “The Lazy Boy” by Moxy Früvous. “The…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.