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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Pleading Guilty

    Pleading Guilty

    Today was the second day of my ten-day program at Alternatives, the partial hospitalization program at Lehigh Valley Hospital. One of the things we learned…

  • Untying the Gordian Knot

    Untying the Gordian Knot

    So today was my first day at “Alternatives,” a Partial Hospitalization program at Lehigh Valley Hospital. Partial Hospitalization is a program offered by many hospitals…

  • “The Lepers in Your Head” / Chapter Eleven: The Bridge

    “The Lepers in Your Head” / Chapter Eleven: The Bridge

    This is the conclusion of a novella I’ve written. It will be published here one chapter at a time, roughly twice a week. Trigger warning:…

  • “The Lepers in Your Head” / Chapter Ten: The Tree

    “The Lepers in Your Head” / Chapter Ten: The Tree

    This is the tenth chapter of a novella I’ve written. It will be published here one chapter at a time, roughly twice a week. Trigger…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.