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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • I Accept the World Around Me

    I Accept the World Around Me

    Yesterday, I blogged about radical acceptance (a concept from dialectical behavioral therapy), the practice of choosing to accept reality as it is, rather than getting…

  • I Accept Myself

    I Accept Myself

    There are many things in my life that seem to cause me distress. But it’s not the things themselves that cause the distress – it’s…

  • The Hardest Words to Say

    The Hardest Words to Say

    I have noticed that I have a very difficult relationship with some words. For instance, the sentence, you’re welcome. When someone thanks me for something,…

  • That’ll do, Self. That’ll do.

    That’ll do, Self. That’ll do.

    A long time ago, I read about the difference between maximizers and satisficers. As I understand it (which may be incomplete or just plain wrong,…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.