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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • Book Release Date!

    Book Release Date!

    I am very happy to announce that Darkwater: A Pastor’s Memoir of Depression and Faith by Michael J. Scholtes is scheduled to be released on…

  • On Loneliness (Sermon)

    On Loneliness (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Sixth Sunday of Easter. The gospel text was John 14:23-29. There’s a…

  • EO 2: The Eternity Overlay Formula

    EO 2: The Eternity Overlay Formula

    The “Eternity Overlay” is an idea about God that’s been in the back of my mind for decades. In a series of blog posts, I’m…

  • A New Way to Breathe (Sermon)

    A New Way to Breathe (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached today, the Fifth Sunday of Easter. The gospel text was John 13:31-35. I’m like to…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.