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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

Latest Articles
  • 4-Dimensional: Radically Accepting

    4-Dimensional: Radically Accepting

    This is one in a series of posts about my recent interest in the “Enneagram of Personality,” and how Type Four is a perfect fit…

  • 4-Dimensional: Smells and Bells

    4-Dimensional: Smells and Bells

    This is one in a series of posts about my recent interest in the “Enneagram of Personality,” and how Type Four is a perfect fit…

  • Powerless and Beloved (Sermon)

    Powerless and Beloved (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached Sunday, August 13, 2023. The gospel text was Matthew 14:22-33. Watch a video of the…

  • 4-Dimensional: A Question of Balance?

    4-Dimensional: A Question of Balance?

    This is one in a series of posts about my recent interest in the “Enneagram of Personality,” and how Type Four is a perfect fit…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.