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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

● Latest Articles
  • Mental Illness Happy Hour

    Mental Illness Happy Hour

    I am so surprised and touched by the response I received to my last post, Where Have I Been? Thank you for telling me that…

  • The People Jesus Prays For

    This is an adapted form of a sermon I preached today, the Seventh Sunday of Easter. The gospel reading was John 17:20-26. You may have…

  • Where Have I Been?

    I had such a good run those first few weeks. I started this blog as a way to get my thoughts out, a way to…

  • You Are Not Alone

    You Are Not Alone

    This is my sermon from today, the Sixth Sunday of Easter. The gospel text is John 14:23-29. Doctor Who fans might think of this as…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.