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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • An Unexpectedly Meh Day

    Today was the kind of day I always look forward to. I had nothing on my schedule. I got all my steps in easily. I…

  • Finding a Rhythm

    It’s now day six of my medical leave. The first week is coming to an end. It’s been odd…I don’t think it’s hit me in…

  • Dark night: Day 2 of my medical leave

    Dark night: Day 2 of my medical leave

    So today is the second day of my medical leave, and I have some very conflicted feelings about this. In one way, I am very…

  • Hope we can Count On

    Hope we can Count On

    This is an adapted form of my sermon from Sunday, January 1, 2017, the First Sunday of Christmas. The gospel reading was Matthew 2:13-23, the…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.