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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Peace Amid Fear

    Peace Amid Fear

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached today, the Second Sunday of Easter. The gospel reading was John 20:19-31. I feel like…

  • Snapshots of My Depression #12: Not the Best Man

    Snapshots of My Depression #12: Not the Best Man

    This is one in a series of posts I’m calling “Snapshots of my Depression.” These are memories of times in my life when my mental…

  • Thirty Minutes

    Thirty Minutes

    Waiting and watching I am watching myself twist and gyre I am waiting for the calm to come A headache cries for a cure My…

  • Breathe the Resurrection (Vigil of Easter)

    Breathe the Resurrection (Vigil of Easter)

    I preached four times this weekend, during the “Great Three Days” worship service that lasts from Thursday evening through Sunday morning. In current Evangelical Lutheran liturgical…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.