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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Lifted Up the Pole

    Lifted Up the Pole

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning, the Fourth Sunday of Lent (year B). The gospel text was John 3:14-21.…

  • Take Up Your Suffering

    Take Up Your Suffering

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Second Sunday in Lent. The gospel text I preached on was Mark…

  • A Sermon I Never Wanted to Preach

    A Sermon I Never Wanted to Preach

    Jonathan Antonioli was an active member of my congregation. Last week, at age 16, he died from injuries sustained in an automobile accident. The past…

  • Remember

    Remember

    It’s wintertime. For me, that means dry skin. Loads of Lubriderm on my hands and arms throughout the season. But my fingers always get the…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.