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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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● Featured Article
  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

● Latest Articles
  • What is Love Anymore (poem, 1996)

    What is Love Anymore (poem, 1996)

    I wrote this poem back in college, in the throes of a particularly intense romantic relationship. This was also during my “goth” period (when I…

  • A Million Unknown Soldiers (poem, 1995)

    A Million Unknown Soldiers (poem, 1995)

    This is a poem I wrote over twenty years ago. I was in college at the time. Oddly, it seems as though that younger me…

  • The End is Not the End

    The End is Not the End

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached on the Resurrection of Our Lord, Easter Day, April 1, 2018. The gospel reading was…

  • Wait, and See What God Will Do

    Wait, and See What God Will Do

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached Holy Saturday, March 31, 2018. The readings that were read were Ezekiel 37:1-14; Zephaniah 3:14-20;…

● About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.