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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

Latest Articles
  • My Story of Sexual Harrassment

    My Story of Sexual Harrassment

    When I was in seminary, I was not always the nicest person. I was young and grumpy, and sometimes I said and did things that…

  • Red Prayer, Blue Prayer

    Red Prayer, Blue Prayer

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. I left the lectionary behind today, and used this gospel text: Matthew 6:25-33.…

  • Jesus and Divorce

    Jesus and Divorce

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel text was Mark 10:2-16. You may wish to go ahead and…

  • Disco Gourds

    Disco Gourds

    I used to really love Fridays. They’re my day off. The one day of the week when I get to take off my pastor hat,…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.