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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • You Have Spiritual Gifts (Sermon)

    You Have Spiritual Gifts (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Third Sunday after Epiphany. The text I preached on was 1 Corinthians…

  • Twenty-Seven (Guest Post)

    Twenty-Seven (Guest Post)

    This entry in the “Numbers” series was written by guest writer Pete Barry. Pete is the screenwriter of the upcoming film Marian. He is also an award-winning…

  • Twenty-Six

    Twenty-Six

    Ever hear of gematria? Gematria is a method of assigning numerical value to a Hebrew name, word, or phrase based on its letters. The way…

  • Twenty-Five

    Twenty-Five

    I started collecting coins around 1998. I was a very casual collector, and I still am. Every now and then, I go through the bowl…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.