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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

Latest Articles
  • The Summer of 2012

    The Summer of 2012

    I’m looking back on past summers in my life, exploring a theory that my depression gets seasonally worse in the summer each year. Throughout the…

  • The Summer of 2013

    The Summer of 2013

    Throughout this month, I’m blogging about my memories of summers past. My mood tends to be at an ebb every summer, and I’m trying to…

  • Get Ready (Sermon)

    Get Ready (Sermon)

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning. The gospel was Luke 12:32-40. At this service, I officiated at the Holy…

  • The Summer of 2014

    The Summer of 2014

    Throughout the month of August, or so, I’m looking back at summers in my past, to see what my mood was like. I am testing…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.