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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • The Pointing of the Finger (Sermon)

    The Pointing of the Finger (Sermon)

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning. The text I preached on was Isaiah 58:9b-14. One verse. One single verse…

  • Faith Stories (Sermon)

    Faith Stories (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning. The text I preached on was Hebrews 11:29 — 12:2. The book of…

  • The Summer of 2012

    The Summer of 2012

    I’m looking back on past summers in my life, exploring a theory that my depression gets seasonally worse in the summer each year. Throughout the…

  • The Summer of 2013

    The Summer of 2013

    Throughout this month, I’m blogging about my memories of summers past. My mood tends to be at an ebb every summer, and I’m trying to…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.