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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • You Bag of Snakes (Sermon)

    You Bag of Snakes (Sermon)

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning, the Second Sunday of Advent. The gospel text was Matthew 3:1-12. Oh, here…

  • The Most Wonderful Time (Sermon)

    The Most Wonderful Time (Sermon)

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning, the First Sunday of Advent. The gospel text was Matthew 24:36-44. Oh boy…

  • Merry Christmas? Bah!

    Merry Christmas? Bah!

    I must say this. I have to take a stand. As a Christian in this nation, I am increasingly upset every year. Each December, as…

  • The King who Feeds Us (Sermon)

    The King who Feeds Us (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Feast of Christ the King. We also had a special “hunger emphasis”…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.