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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • Slow Telling of a Story 2: Waiting for the Edit

    Slow Telling of a Story 2: Waiting for the Edit

    A few weeks ago, I wrote about how hard it’s been to be patient through the publishing process, how slowly everything seems to be moving,…

  • Tap Tap (Sermon)

    Tap Tap (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Third Sunday after Epiphany. The gospel text was Matthew 4:12-23. I’ll have…

  • Come and See (Sermon)

    Come and See (Sermon)

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning, the Second Sunday after Epiphany. The gospel text was John 1:29-42. We meet…

  • You Are … (Sermon)

    You Are … (Sermon)

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached this morning, the Baptism of Our Lord. The gospel text was Matthew 3:13-17. When my…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.