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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • Lights in the Night Sky (Blue Christmas Sermon)

    Lights in the Night Sky (Blue Christmas Sermon)

    This is an adapted version of the sermon I preached at our annual Blue Christmas service in 2021. Blue Christmas is a special service designed…

  • Gabriel’s Story (Sermon)

    Gabriel’s Story (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached today, the Fourth Sunday of Advent. The gospel text I used was not the standard…

  • Bearing Emmanuel (Sermon)

    Bearing Emmanuel (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Third Sunday of Advent. I used alternates texts to what was assigned;…

  • Waiting with the Shepherds (Sermon)

    Waiting with the Shepherds (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, December 5, 2021, the Second Sunday of Advent. I used alternate readings; this…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.