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  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power out twice within a week, which was less than pleasant for me. A power outage is a very reliable trigger for me, one that ramps…

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  • A Question for You about Place

    A Question for You about Place

    There are only seventeen days until the release of my first book, Darkwater: A Pastor’s Memoir of Depression and Faith. I want to spend the…

  • Book Release Date!

    Book Release Date!

    I am very happy to announce that Darkwater: A Pastor’s Memoir of Depression and Faith by Michael J. Scholtes is scheduled to be released on…

  • On Loneliness (Sermon)

    On Loneliness (Sermon)

    This is an adapted form of the sermon I preached this morning, the Sixth Sunday of Easter. The gospel text was John 14:23-29. There’s a…

  • EO 2: The Eternity Overlay Formula

    EO 2: The Eternity Overlay Formula

    The “Eternity Overlay” is an idea about God that’s been in the back of my mind for decades. In a series of blog posts, I’m…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.