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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Emmaus Labyrinths (Introduction)

    Emmaus Labyrinths (Introduction)

    I left on a Friday morning to go on a journey walking labyrinths. I love walking labyrinths, the ancient spiritual tool of walking something that…

  • Darkwater is Free on Kindle for Prime Day!

    Darkwater is Free on Kindle for Prime Day!

    Today and tomorrow (July 12-13) are Prime Day at Amazon. For these two days only, the Kindle edition of my book Darkwater: A Pastor’s Memoir…

  • Walking to Emmaus

    Walking to Emmaus

    “What does life look like to you? How would you describe it?” My spiritual director asked me that question in the middle of a session.…

  • I don’t believe people can change

    I don’t believe people can change

    People never change. Their opinions and their thoughts are what they are, and nothing can change that. When I prepare sermons, and reflect upon sermons…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.