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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • Please Don’t Make me Bishop

    For about two or three hours last Friday evening, I was in constant, desperate prayer. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, to the point of tears. My repeated prayer was this: “Please God, please, don’t make me bishop.” I’ll tell you how I got there, and how God answered that prayer.…

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  • Labyrinths in the Snow

    Labyrinths in the Snow

    So, yesterday I wanted to walk a labyrinth. I was feeling cabin fever, on vacation yet stuck in my house on these cold days. I…

  • Labyrinth #115: The Start of Pondering

    Labyrinth #115: The Start of Pondering

    For at least twenty years, I have enjoyed walking labyrinths. Labyrinths are maze-like structures that have been used as spiritual tools for centuries. For the…

  • Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    Autumn, Melancholy, and Suicide

    It’s the middle of autumn. November. A wintry wind has been whirling around my world the last week or so. This wind knocked the power…

  • Spotting Book Review Scams: My Darkwater Experience

    Spotting Book Review Scams: My Darkwater Experience

    So, I recently received an email about my book Darkwater, gushing with praise for my work. The emailer invited me to let Darkwater be a…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.