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Reflections by Michael J. Scholtes, Author / Pastor / Speaker

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  • When Eye Sees God

    Previously on… During my first semester of college, I went through a deep depression. I was in a great deal of emotional pain and guilt, blaming myself and hating myself so much, that it seemed like the only way out was suicide. I was scared to keep on living. But…

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  • Advent Light Day 13: The Nap and the Opportunity

    Advent Light Day 13: The Nap and the Opportunity

    So, two places I glimpsed God’s Advent light today. Well, the first was kind of interesting. I have to give a little backstory here. Yesterday…

  • Advent Light Day 12: The Classics

    Advent Light Day 12: The Classics

    So this morning, as I was doing my morning devotions, it occurred to me that I hadn’t blogged last night. I completely forgot. We had…

  • Advent Light Day 10: The Conversations

    Advent Light Day 10: The Conversations

    At my counseling session today, I said something like this: “When I do or say something wrong, I want to be able to say, ‘There…

  • Advent Light Day 9: The Rest

    Advent Light Day 9: The Rest

    It’s been a long day, and I just came home from a long meeting. I was out of sorts a lot of the day, a…

About Me

I’m Michael, the author of this blog. I search for meaning through walking labyrinths, through exploring my Christian faith and my experience of depression, through preaching, and through writing about it for you.